Showing posts with label September. Show all posts
Showing posts with label September. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 5, 2017

HAPPY SEPTEMBER!

It's the first few days of September so that means it's birthday month! 

I have mixed emotions about this birthday however. On September 12th, I turn 25 years old and 25 seems a little scary to me. It's such an official number, such a monumental age, and I don't know if I'm truly prepared for it. I know older people will read this and laugh, but just remember that despite how old you may be, this is the oldest I have ever been.


I think I just also thought things would look different by 25. Not by much though because I truly am very happy with how my life is going and the things I have done, but I do think I thought I would be married by 25. Honestly when I was little, I thought I would get married when I was 22. In my little kid mind, 22 was the perfect age. Not too young and not too old. But 22 came and went and I sit here single and happy. (I really am okay with not being married though, I don't think I would have truly been ready if I got married any younger than now.)

25 also just seems scary because I will no longer be early twenties. 24 can still easily pass as early twenties, but instantly overnight I will suddenly be "mid twenties". 

Mid twenties, you guys! That's so scary!

I know everything will be okay, and that I will love being 25 just as much as all my other years, but for now I will just sit here and freak out about it a little.